road to baby rash.er

hello peeps! wow it’s been a lousy weekend for me. For those who known me, I have been married for three years now. Blessed and bliss. Alhamdulillah I am thankful for every second of life I have. Anyways, for these past three years too, Acit and I had been TTC (Trying to concieve). We’re not in a rush though.. most people said that “It’s ok,it’s still early..” “Enjoy your honeymoon..” “Akak dah 9 tahun dik..baru lekat..” and so on.. 😉

Alhamdulillah, I am blessed with both understanding parents and in laws. Mak is trying her best not to bring up the topic despite at times she did say I put on weight and in a way trying to dig whether I’m concieving.. pity Mak. I know she wants to see her soon grandchild. But I hope she could bare with us. It’s all in Allah’s hands right?

My parents on the other hand would never brought up the ‘When’ but will keep on asking if I wanna go berurut (traditional massage for women) and meet ustaz this and that. Well, I did go. But brrr..scary! Not gonna repeat again.hihi

I don’t really talk about having a baby or trying to concieve. For me, it’s something beyond my control. It’s not like I don’t do anything, you know 😉  I may look calm, but I did meet the gynae for the past 17 years 🙂  Recently this year..I am braving myself to start to do ‘something’. I’m giving myself some time too. I’m well known for ‘taking one at a time’ . Well sometimes, I am too slow at taking my time. But then again, it’s all in Allah’s plan. So I’ve finally done my HSG. What is HSG (hysterosalpingogram)?

A hysterosalpingogram, or HSG is an important test of female fertility potential. The HSG test is a radiology procedure usually done in the radiology department of a hospital or outpatient radiology facility.

Radiographic contrast (dye) is injected into the uterine cavity through the vagina and cervix The uterine cavity fills with dye and if the fallopian tubes are open, dye fills the tubes and spills into the abdominal cavity.

This shows whether the fallopian tubes are open or blocked and whether a blockage is at the junction of the tube and uterus (proximal) or at the other end of the tube (distal).

Boy, my experience was scary! (for me) . I can’t stand pain. like literally PAIN.ouch! peeled skin, papercut, scratch, anything that bleed! but I’m not trying to scare you. Just be prepared for the worst! In my case, I have a doctor friend who advised me to take a painkiller before hand. She knew I am the kind who can’t stand period pain or any kind of pain. so I did. And alhamdulillah, during the dye thingy, I don’t feel much pain. But during inserting the tube..boy, I was in agony!  because I have a quite ‘deep’ uterus *sweats* I was reading zikr all the time with tears streaming like waterfalls from my eyes. The procedure took up almost an hour (depends on your condition). It was not so good experience for me but that’s because I am a scaredy cat. Fear of every single thing! haha

But that was me. In Shaa Allah.. I prayed that yours will be smooth sailing ok 🙂 be positive. Alhamdulillah…for me, both tubes are fine ♥  So next, I will need to go for another consultation. Pray for me aite 😉  If people keep on asking when will we have a baby, I will just say. I’m following the plan. Allah’s plan 🙂

#ttc 4 years and counting

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happy birthday bunny!

it’s been ages since all of us hang together! well we actually keep ourselves busy just to make sure it was long enough to make us misses each other 😛

So last week has been a tough week for Farah. We actually planned for a lunch together before knowing Salma was unwell with swollen tonsil. We almost bailed this lunch date til a day before the lunch date, she finally said she could make it. *bless*  Funny part is we (the breakfastgang) are like doing a deadly mission cause we planned for weeks for her birthday celebration (belated ones) but the confirmation was only few hours before the real day. haha! But alhamdulillah to all my kesayangan who actually made it! Azz reserved the place at Rakuzen. Via has facial in publika and need to rush from publika to get to Damas on time. I ordered the cake in morning, lucky I had dear Gurl to make me a last minute Devil’s Choc Cake ( you are my favourite baker, Gurl ❤ ) with generous amount of berries on top! ❤ ❤  And rushed to TTDI and passed the cake to Id so she could get the cake before Farah and I arrived.

So when the day came, I picked up Farah. told her that I changed plan to go to another place in Hartamas, and she kept on repeating “i need to go to the toilet. i need to fix my tudung”. So as soon as we arrived, I thought everyone was there! LOL little that I know on ‘the way’ to the loo, we bumped into VIA (suspect number 1) and Ya Allah, when we turned around, there was SHOE! (suspect number 2) holding balloons towards us! hahaha this, was unplanned!! we were only going to the LOO!! boleh pulak loo tu DEKAT RAKUZEN! hahaha ya Allah!! I just kept on insisting Farah to get to the loo and i was i need of doing my No.1 . so, after fixing her not so senget tudung, we headed to Rakuzen (Farah was still in blur mode) it was almost mission abort until we entered Rakuzen and SUPRISEEEE!!

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we had the fireworks candle not just one but TWO! for Farah..haha glad she was so happy and it lifted up her mood the whole day.. alhamdulillah. You needed it Farah. Poor you, not enough rest and sleep. Today we EATTTT!!! hehe

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The usual suspect ❤

Thanks Azz for making time for us. She had been super busy with her MBA classes. With everyone busy with family plannings, it was Christmas day by the way. Alhamdulillah I was glad that everyone could make it. Despite, it was almost failure attempt we managed to have the whole section to ourselves and laughing our heads of on King Coco and Nur Sajat. aduyaaiii.. we had a great time. Hope you had an awesome Christmas too peeps!

much love xx

Keep you friends close, keep your enemy closer. But I sure know that these people are wayyy closer than my enemy ❤

nihon welcomed us home ;)

Helluuuuu!! look at the date! it’s another two days to 7th of Jan. ehem2.someone is turning the same age as I am! yeayy!! (by 6 months jeeee..lol)

Frankly, we are still two. hehe no sign of bun in the oven yet. Alhamdulillah I am thankful for whatever I have right now. Roof over my head, bed to sleep in,  car to commute, work to go to everyday, understanding family and most importantly my dear husband ♥ I am happy as it is..

so last year marked our 3rd anniversary. We did not go anywhere fancy for dinner nor going to nice hotel for ‘honeymoon’ because we decided to save up some money for… JAPAN! 🙂

it was quite an impulsive ‘air ticket’ purchase but it was definitely worth every penny. We spent a week in Japan and we revisit my school, my teacher, my host family, my fave park, my fave food.ahhhh…memories ♥ ♥

 

Happy 3rd Anniversary sayang. May Allah bless and cherish us with love, kindness, patience, love, health, tolerance, trust and most of all barakah. Aamiin Ya Rabb 🙂

four months later..

helloooo!! phewww!! we finally settled down in our new home. Alhamdulillah..but still a lot of things need to be done here and there.but the basic things like sofas, tv, dining table are all in place. need to work on few things though. Alhamdulillah our neighbours are also starting to fill up the empty houses. I have both neighbours on my left and my right. And so far, everyone is friendly and we even have a whatsapp group for our housing area. hihi technology nowadays.  Despite being busy coping up with our life, new home and stuffs (and my ‘hectic’ boss) , Alhamdulillah we managed to squeeze in a little bit of Erin + Acit traveling this year 😉

Guess where did we go?

 

 

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*drum roll*

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JAPAN!! —-> balik kampung! 🙂 🙂

Will update about it soon! for now, our office is moving out soon! so another hectic week of packing stuffs that has been with me for the past SEVEN years. well hello 2017, hello new office! YEAYY!! ❤

too longggg overdue : Bright side *sunbeamed*

Hey peeps! I’m still around.. and yes still writing  (mostly reading) blog. Just that too many drafts so i decided to ditch all the drafts. Barely remembered what happened anyway 😀

Anyways..August will be an awesome month for me (and Acit of course!).. It’s our Anniversary Month! ❤  In Shaa Allah.. 🙂

Alhamdulillah, to start off the month we finally ran for Standard Chartered Kuala Lumpur Marathon 2016 after they had postponed it last year. We actually trained for last year’s run, but they cancelled it!! pffttt!! And this year, when we actually had no time to train, they actually held it. haha! ape lagi..pancit lah..but we managed to run for 1hr 38mins. weehooo!! Way to go team #erinacitrun Nothing to be proud off but it’s because we did not trained 😛 We sure did have a great time running thru the city of KL. I almost cried few times looking at the scenery (ok,I lied) Definitely joining the SCKLM again next year!

We had finally moved out to a new place too! Alhamdulillah, we are now residing at our new home in Langat Utama. It’s the saddest and happiest moment in our lives. Leaving the old crib was a wee bit teary for us..knowing that we will no longer staying with the safe surrounding, clean garbage system, and also close to EVERYWHERE! Malls, car wash, clinics, hospital, mom’s place, u name it.

Although our new home is quite suburb and further up from Putrajaya..But ..moving in to our new place is the best part of our life!! (after getting married, of course!) 😀 😀 😀 Some friends are just so lovely congratulated and wishing us well. Masha Allah those thoughtful and warm wishes totally made us feel much much better.

We have not settled down (yet) still need to unpack and rearrange some stuffs..but on the bright side, did you know? Our new place has all the facilities we needed… right BEHIND OUR HOUSE!! Best kan? We have the best nasi daging in town (by Chef Norman Musa), the cheapest and tastiest nasi goreng,mihun goreng,all the gorengs, we also have 99 SpeedMart, and we also have coin laundry!! I LOVEEEE COIN LAUNDRY! XD

So, August. Be nice…I know you already did. Alhamdulillah.. 🙂 🙂 🙂

 

 

First weekend!

Phew!! January started off pretty well 😘 Work had been pouring like waterfalls. Headache? Series of it come and go..but at least it’s weekend now! Weeee

I’m hoping for my luck this year. My unicorn 🦄🦄🦄 (just a metaphore. Come on!) but yeah, I hope this year will be smooth sailing for us 🐱🦁🐯 Meowwww!

Happy weeeeekennnddd!!  #throwback Taken at Villa Rimbun Desa, Kuang 😍😍

 ( FB: Villa Rimbun Desa)

 

The beauty of Winter

My dear friend shared me this beautiful photo of Peonies. I didn’t know they have it in White.. Ahhh I am suckers for white! 😍😍😍

  
Isn’t it pweeeetttyyyy 😍

I pray that she’ll get her doctorate in Netherlands. She has been there for 5 years now. I believe she will be an awesome Dr Karimah soon! Bon chance Kaem! I miss you! Come home quick ok!

Happy 2016 ♥

Alhamdulillah, this year, we managed to pulled off another short gathering with the family. Every year dad will plan a doa selamat for his birthday which happens to be on the 31st December. Yep, NYE 😉

Alhamdulillah we are blessed with good food, good family time and the most important thing is that dad is super happy on his birthday. Simple but meaningful celebration with his love ones.

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Birthday boys ♥

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The crazy four ♥ my little family,love of my life ..

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well ending my year with too much good food that it end up at my hips! haha..but we managed to meet up with our Miss New York, Ranjini! ♥ and with ma homies, Aysha & Ayun. Boy, these girls are keeper!

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And one photo of us at Ilham’s beautiful wedding ♥ I think i put on weight after I came back from her wedding!! TOO MUCH GOOD FOOD!! Alhamdulillah..and this year marks the 7 years of us in relationship, and our third year of marriage. Alhamdulillah..

I do hope this year will be the awesomest. Although I can feel the heat of so many things are coming up. But I hope everything will go as planned. In Shaa Allah 🙂

 

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Little home

I have been longing to post about our little crib..it’s not ours. We are renting..But yeah, we’ve been nesting here for the past year.

We do love how cozy and homey it made us feel buttt…after a year..it has all these flaws that started to grow inside us. Haihhh..people said because it’s g**ment u see..hmmm plus, that house we are renting are already 11 years old. Yikes that’s too loonngg right?

I’m not complaining, but on rainy days..I am the most unhappy person to see the leak on our roofs. There was one time when the rain was sooo heavy,our ceiling collapsed!! Can you believe it?? And the water came pouring down until our kitchen, downstairs!

Boy, we feel like, ‘That’s it!’ We’re done! But, besides all of these leaking drama.. We really love the neighbourhood. The people were nice. The kids are soooo ‘cheerful’ (lets call them loud.haha!) well the neighbour next door has EIGHT children!  😊😊😊  Masha Allah..murahhh rezeki..hihihi..besides that,Alhamdulillah we have pretty caring community.

Although we had been here for only over a year, we truly gonna miss our little home..

  
 We truly build lots of things here..from nothing, to something.. We learned so many things throughout the year. But we need to find our own nest. Where the grass is greener.. In Shaa Allah..

 

Almost ready 😍😍😍

Can’t wait! May Allah ease everything 😊 Bismillah…

A keeper

Last week, I decided to take a few days off from work. So since it’s Deepavali on Tuesday, I decided to take leaves on Friday and Monday! So I have a nice loonnngg weekend to myself! So the breakfast gang decided to have our long overdue catching up after our Little Bluebird is back for good from a good year in Brighton!

So we had ourselves a gooooooddd longgg hours of catching up at the Wicked Pancake Parlor at Jalan Batai.

 

I just have to have this Posh Fries every single time I’m here. They are just poshy!!  

  

I had this scrumptious It’s All About Nutty pancake! oh my! it has peanut butter, salted caramel and sea salt in it! yumss!! diet down the drain for me haha!
 
 
These are my lovelies! my ttdi clans
  
That’s our new mama Via 😘 with nanny and baby Elisha
  
And this is Shoe 🙂 Mother to awesome Aysar and wife to rockstar daddy Adib
 
We had a good time catching up despite waiting for almost 90 minutes just to get the huge table! Haha we are very determined people! But my two cents ; Do come as early as u can as this place is uber famous that people came not wanting to leave! Haha must be the food! Definitely the food! 😍😍😍

  
That is one big happy family of our breakfast gang and of course expanding!! ❤️❤️❤️

  
My happy pills ❤️❤️❤️ They are definitely a keeper for me! 

A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you