Assalamualaikum and helluww guys! ♥
Salam merdeka yang ke 62 and Salam Maal Hijrah. Allahuakbar, time flew like whooooshhh!! riggghttt?? Alhamdulillah we are still living and kicking in this world. How was your long weekend? In fact, this week is another looong weekend! Yayyy!!
So as for those who read (helluww readers…hollerr 😛 ) Alhamdulillah, thanks for ‘still’ reading my blog. I just realized how much I miss writing and telling stories or ranting. Back to my previous post, as I told before, we planned for IUI. You see, I am really afraid of hospitals. I do. Sometimes I was just braving myself because I was visiting people or accompanying my dad. But when it comes to me, myself and I, Ya Allah.. I pray soo hard please don’t let me be sick and warded things like that you know.
Allah indeed..the best planner..Our journey for IUI is a little bit nerve wrecking for me. The procedure needs you to come to the hospital, provided you have consumed a Clomide for a week or two. Your doctor will check your eggs, if it’s good enough to do the procedure, they will call you in and starts the procedure. But the thing is, it was my first time (I believe most of us has never experience it too) so, we were like hmm ok. So we went in and when the procedure was done, we just need to get home. That’s it. Well I did asked the nurse what should I do and should not do next. So the nurse explained that all I need to do is just wait for another two or three weeks and check for UPT. I’m like ‘ Tu je nurse?’ .. The nurse told me, ‘Yup. Just wait for three weeks, and if the UPT came negative,you need to come back to the hospital’ .Oh well..
So we went home..Waited for two weeks or so. Seriously, my body felt changes like woahh is this normal? I started to be soooo mooody like mood swings, sappy, emotional at every single thing. My stomach was cramping for quite some time. I did googled and having cramps after IUI is normal. So I just bare with the cramps. The cramps was not so strong anyway, just a mild one but consistently almost every day. Well actually it’s the same thing your body will feel when you are ‘expecting’ AND when you are expecting your ‘moon’ to come. So at first I was so confused! And plus, having to wait for the results the very same week as our 6th Wedding anniversary ♥ We even booked a trip to Krabi! We booked three months before everything that we planned today, so we did not know that ‘I’ could not travel during these ‘waiting period’ , just to be safe. I did seek advice from the hospital as well as some of my friends who had done IUI previously. So most of them told us that it is best for us to postponed our Krabi trip. sob sob.
So the third week has finally arrived. It was 5 days before the actual test need to be done..my stomach was sooo in pain. Like seriously cramping, I’m like oh no, please.. I was so worried. I was about to pee on the stick, then my ‘dear friend’ has finally arrived. Unfortunately, having that, which means our IUI was not success. There goes my Krabi trip and there goes our first attempt of TTC. SubhanAllah..But it’s ok. I was not sad (at that time), I was relieved. Thinking it’s ok. Lets try this again. Right? So, here we go again. Round two~! *ting ting ting ting*
Allah indeed, is the best planner. He knows what is the best for us and when to grant it to us at the right moment and the right time..
Our TTC journey continues 🙂